well its today, but isnt it always? i mean, its never yesterday, or tomorrow. so i guess nothing ever changes, its always the same. *sigh* what a boring existence.
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FUCK YOU LINE!
alright, im tired today, not my body, but in my mind, its almost like ive given up, wait no... hmm.. im totaly confused, but i think... never mind.
so anyway, away from the insanity, HA! fooled you, youll never escape my insanity, unless of course you goto some other web page, but then again, i could care less, i hate you and your family. and why do i have so much hate? BECAUSE ITS FUCKING TODAY! God i love today, because its not yesterday or tomorrow.
Props to Andy for catching me off guard with a quick and witty remark to me earlier on the phone. it was a good one too.
Jim: "FUCK! YOU INTERRUPTED MY BLISS! i haven't listen to Beethoven's 9th in a long time!"
Andy: "OK, my little droogie"
anyone that doesn't catch that, go watch Clockwork Orange, its a good movie, and a learning experience. ALWAYS BEAT UP THE HOMELESS.
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GOD my expulsion of gas is awkwardly stank today. im not sure what i ate, but lately ive been doing things in my sleep, odd things... so i may have eaten a squirrel, or some other form of oddity whilst sawing lumber. CHRIST! i could care less, im used to living in my filth, it keeps me on my toes, and aware... which is always good, when THEY show up........ FUCK. god my head hurts in a metaphorical way today. almost as if there are BEES trying to escape from my brain. MY SYNAPSES ARE MADE OF LIQUID JELL-O. FUCK! THERE'S ALWAYS ROOM FOR JELL-O. right now i am upset, i just realized my CD is scratched, and in a really good place. DURING THE SWELL OF THE CORAL! FUCK. HOW DISHEARTENING IT IS TO HEAR THAT BEAUTIFUL MUSIC SKIP, IT MAKES ME WANT TO HURT PEOPLE. hmmm.... i DO own a verity of bladed implements of DESTRUCTION. mayhaps i should go on a killing rampage of DOOM! ehhh? would you like that clever reader? "oh he cant hurt me, im on the other side of a terminal" EAT SHIT JELLY BEAN! LOG FILES! I KNOW YOUR IP! ILL COME TO YOUR HOUSE AND HURT YOU TO DEATH... and then, i'll EAT ALL YOUR FOOD, CUT OFF YOUR SKIN, WEAR IT AS A BODY SUIT AND PRETEND IM YOU. i'd call ALL your friends and tell tem how STUPID i was (i being you, because im wearing your skin FOOL!) and then everyone would hate your dead stupid self! HI ANDY! i know your reading this, so i figured id take time to say hi.
AHHHHH, it just reached the beginning of the coral... so nice...
so far no skipping, i believe its starts about 2:13 into it, i do have an annoying clicking noise all through this though, just enough of a repetitive tick to set someone off into a spree of doom. DOOM YOU FUCK!
AND THE CHORUS SWELLS
i need to buy another copy of this CD, i will do that to day, borders is good, all who dont think so can go straight to hell, do not pass go do not collect 200 FUCKING DOLLARS. alright, its ok, im ok, everything is ok. FUCK THE GAS! IM NAUSEOUS!
theres nothing like good music to enrage the emotions of ones inner being. my inner being is a little Asian guy with a big fucking sword. what about yours? im SOOOO glad my inner being isnt that thing in the Honeycomb commercials. those people need to die a bloody, stinky, slow death. as long as we are on the topic of breakfast cereals, what the BITCH ever happened to the other chefs from cinnamon toast crunch? ANYONE GOT A FUCKING ANSWER FOR THAT? clearly you dont, i believe Wendell killed them all off, that fat fuck. I KNOW YOUR GAME WENDELL! DO NOT TOY WITH ME EVIL CEREAL ICON.
FUCK, THE BEST PART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7:10 INTO THE CORAL
GOD ECSTASY...
my insides smile.
its like my soul is laughing at a joke only it understands. i can only imagine myself in a large field with rolling hills on a bright sunny day with a few clouds in the sky, moving fast. the wind blowing through the grass, all waving in a pattern, arms extended face towards the sky, but my eyes are closed. everything is moving in a cinematic fast motion. the clouds, the trees swaying in the wind, and the grass, all dancing about in its own way, as if not to care about anyone else. all the while, the camera spins around me at a 360 degree rotation. ahhh... if you've never sat down and appreciated this music, i suggest you try.
for those of you who are judging me right now, i could care less, fuck all of you and your stupid horses. those STUPID horses, the one you rode in on. i'll kill them all FOOLS! muwhahahah!!!!!
ahhhhhh.... 12:30 into it now, its amazing. it seems everything is just writing itself, almost as if something was in chaos before, ands its has just realized how to fix itself, and is quickly rearranging everything to be perfect. its almost as if some form of clarification was achieved.
absolutely amazing. its insane how music can shape your mood. I order everyone, as homework, do go out and buy this CD. Classical CDs are always cheap. Drop the 5 bucks asshole, its an investment towards a sane life. or just come to me, i'll burn you a copy, i'll even even supply the blank CD, i think EVERYONE should have a copy. its one of many CDs that are needed. i could name more, but my mind wont let me think about anything else right now
im defragging my brain with this CD, no other tasks can be accomplished during this faze, only bliss. it pushes all the stupid, immoral, downtrodden that i see on a daily basis. we all see it, but its "normal" in this day to day life style. i feel one of the largest threats to modern civilization are middle aged women. there are a select few who actually live life. for some reason, its a syndrome that most women fall into, im not quite sure what age it sets in at, but its clear when it happens. Signs are usually, ownership of the LARGEST FUCKN SUV on the planet, and taking up 4 lanes with it. bitching about content in a movie because it caused 8 kids to bring guns to school and kill everyone. FUCKING NEW FLASH! CONTENT DOESNT MAKE KIDS DO THINGS! if your going to blaim movies on violence, mayhaps you should look in to the home first. kids get guns, its possible, past experiences have shown us this. why not TEACH the kid how to use a gun. Cause: kids get guns, find power in it, use it. Effect: people die. one thing i know about kids, tey loose interest fast. its called adaptation, i feel its the greatest downfall of society, but i'll get into that later. If you teach a kid how to USE a gun and how to RESPECT a gun, i doubt they will glorify its power at a later age. he will have grown with it, and will not see it as an escape. maybe this isnt the best way, i dont know, honestly, i could care less. but i feel that people should stop blaming everything but themselves for mistake that happen in THEIR life. fuck.... people suck.
But anyway, adaptation:
i wrote a paper about it about 2 years ago, how it was the only thing that set us apart. how it was the definition of alive. we could adapt, right? In my mind, it is also the largest downfall of the human race. If something comes along too slow, we dont realize it because we adapt to the changes to fast. thats the problem with us as a race, things have to come to us in a window, too fast, and it freaks us out, too slow, and we just dont get it. god why are we so FUCKING stupid. i hate asking questions i dont understand, so i suppose i'll stop now, besides, the CD is over... my rant is done.
Jesus, HOARDERS OF INSOLENT THOUGHT! YOU READ ENTIRELY TOO MUCH. i went on quit a bit, did i not? FUCK YOU. today i brought with me my JTHM comic. another thing i suggest everyone purchase. FUCK my computer chair smells. FABREEZE! I NEED SOME! SOMEONE BRING ME FABREEZE! DEAR GOD IN HEAVEN (or hell, depending on how you look at things) SEND ME SOME FABREEZE IN A HAND BASKET, with a nice bow, and a few bottles of water. thanks -jim
read this, it took me a while to type.
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